Dear teenager in love,
This is just a passing phase. Don't despair if he doesn't return your feelings. You're young. He may be the first, but he's definitely not the last boy you're gonna crush on. He's not your entire book. He's just a small chapter in it. Don't allow him to take more of it than necessary. You are the writer. You make your own rules. Don't let yourself be hurt by his words, even when he makes it pretty clear that you're replaceable. Don't worry. He is too. You choose who you end up with in the book. You make your own destiny and if you try to have him in it and it doesn't work, then it just wasn't meant to be. He may choose his friends over you, he may choose other girls over you, he may choose his family over you, but just as he can make these choices, you can too. Maybe he couldn't handle what you had to give. Get over it. You could be that apple on the very top of the tree, while he's a poor little human on the ground with no ladder, no climbing skills, just the hope that someday you'll fall down low to his level. Don't. If you need to make more sacrifices than he's willing to do, he isn't worth it. You both need to try. You both need to work. You need to be equals. Love isn't selfish, humans are. Don't let yourself be blinded by feelings and lose focus of what's actually real and what's not.
Yours sincerely,
A young adult in love.
Dear girl that 'loves' to wait,
I know it drives you crazy when you have some free time on your hands and all you wanna do is talk to him, because you know he might be busy later and you're going to have something to do too. And then, there he is, fooling around, playing with other people, talking to his friends, ignoring your messages and you're just there...waiting. It hurts. You feel a bit neglected, especially when you know there's just a little time left before midnight and he gives you the excuse that he's tired and he has to rest and he can only talk to you for a few minutes, before he goes to sleep. And he's enthusiastic and you have to be too. You can't be selfish. It's against your morals. You have to be understanding. You have to be there for him, even if you waited all day to talk and he just thinks of you in those last few minutes before midnight. Endure. He might make up for this eventually. Or not. When you're gonna tell him it bothered you, he'll just ask "Really? That little?". And you're gonna say that you love him and that you were kidding, just to make everything right again. But you know you weren't. Your tears and sad thoughts witnessed it too. Just endure.
Yours sincerely,
A girl who waited enough, but still does.
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