Short conversation - the voice inside of your head part IV.

"You've been so quiet lately. Are you feeling alright?"

"I'm fine. I'm feeling lonely, lost, bored, annoyed, angry, mad, hurt, but yeah... I'm fine."

"Awww, sweetheart... What happened this time 'round?"

"He left. Again. I don't think I can take him back once more. At least I shouldn't..."

"But you will... You always do. You just forgive him and let him sit right next to you, look through you (not at you) and not listen to what you're saying at all. You act like you don't notice, like it's not actually real. You're lying to yourself. Stop it."

"I just don't think I can find someone else. It took a long time to get him to be with me too. I've loved him since I can't even remember. He's all I've known. I can't just wander on my own and hope to find a man to fall for me again. It's hard..."

"You're being lazy. He doesn't make you happy. You're not on the same level. You're higher. Stop underestimating yourself." 

"I'll try. I'll fight back the urge to let him in."

"It's cold outside, you know..."

"I do. Without him, it's cold inside the house too. I'll just grab a jacket."

"You'll need tons of them or you'll be freezing to death."

"It was your idea in the first place. It sounds bad right now, but maybe it gets better in time..."

"Just wait and you'll see."

"Sure. That's one thing I'm good at."